Full-Blown Suffering: A Personal Struggle Against the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a gloomy weekday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a sudden pain bloomed behind my right eye. Then came quick shocks, similar to electric shocks. As the school day came and went, the discomfort eased and then came back with increased intensity. Multiple times that day I handed over a colleague with activities and hurried to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I tried paracetamol, but the pain remained unbearable.
The attacks appeared frequently that autumn, and once more in the spring, soon forming an annual cycle. September and October were the most severe, then February and March. I could anticipate the routine: aura in the shower, early twinges on the train, full-on pain in the classroom by 9.30am. In late 2019, a doctor eventually sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches typically start with severe pain behind a single eye that persists for three hours.
About one in 1,000 individuals are affected by the disorder, and men are more often diagnosed. Cluster headaches typically start with sudden, severe pain around a single eye that reaches its peak within minutes and continues for as long as three hours. Episodes come in clusters, every day or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or facial perspiration. I have the episodic form, which arrives in seasonal cycles; some patients have chronic attacks, characterized by the lack of extended symptom-free periods.
What unites patients is the severity. One study rated the pain at 9.7 10, higher than bone fractures or pancreatitis. Another found 64% of cluster headache patients experienced thoughts of self-harm during attacks; the number dropped to 4% when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, 74, a long-term sufferer from Wales, isn't surprised. Her episodes began when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the ground and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Alcohol in her adolescence, similar to several triggers, made things worse. After drinking alcohol at her school leaving party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often mistook her episodes as drunken episodes. Understanding finally came from her parent and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after relocating, but often hid her condition. She was fired from one job, in part due to absences during episodes. Her definitive identification came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital.
Still, the inability to plan life around erratic pain took its effect. She particularly hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the simple freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been described across the ages. “The earliest description of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write authors in a publication on the subject. They linked the disease to an malevolent entity who afflicted his sufferers' heads.
Ancient medical records suggest unusual remedies for what some experts would describe as a migraine. In the medieval times, severe headache was identified as a separate disorder, with therapies ranging from bloodletting to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a European physician who provided the initial detailed description of a cluster headache. In his writings, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache occurring and disappearing daily at fixed hours”.
The disorder were only officially classified by international headache societies in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a key blood vessel that delivers blood to the head. Leading specialists in treating the condition note this.
In 1998, researchers released the findings of a study for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and monitored the attacks in a imaging machine. The results, featured in a prominent journal, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered.
Despite such advances, diagnosis remains delayed. One man's attacks started in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he underwent multiple operations before eventually being diagnosed in recently, after a doctor researched his complaints.
Specialists say delays in diagnosing and managing occur because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” one says. He proceeds by ruling out other primary headache conditions, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing the disorder. A thorough patient history is crucial: on which part of the head do signs occur? For how long? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Certain features such as tearing, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be sent to specialist clinics. But a lot of first go to A&E or are given inadequate treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her adult life, although she hasn't had an episode since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars extracted because dental professionals misinterpreted her symptoms. She believes the dental profession still need greater education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an bout in early 2021; a reassuring volunteer guided me through oxygen treatment and drugs until the attack eased.
Official guidelines on management advise that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a anti-migraine drug administered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Preventive options include verapamil, which apparently helps manage the attacks of some individuals.
But consultant neurologists believe the guidance need revising to reflect a clearer clinical pathway and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The length of the bout dictates the treatment.” Brief bouts with occasional attacks are managed with acute treatment alone. Longer or more intense bouts require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an injection into the side of the head where the pain is that reduces nerve activity.
The national guidance need revising to reflect a